Letting go

I'm going to let go of you. Don't get me wrong - I'm not giving up. I would never give up. But letting go would mean to accept things as they are now because they would never be changed. Facts can't be changed. It's better if I pretended I never knew you. I don't know you. I will make an illusion out of it. If I forgot you, never knew you, my life would be so much easier. Hey, I'll just let go of these never-were memories and allow them to fly into the pure blue sky like multi-coloured balloons.

Thank you for giving me the inspiration and for fixing my spectacles. My spectacles meant a lot to me, and when it was really spoiled, you fixed it for me. It lasted for quite a while before I had to fix it at the shop. Thank you so much. And I'm sorry. I hope pretending to not know you makes you feel happier. I won't annoy you anymore, after all. No more annoying person to talk to you. Farewell, person I once liked. Now who is a stranger.

I'm sorry.
I loved you.
Goodbye...