Lone nights wish

One lone nights wish, to stand light years away.
lines and faces I see, I make points in space
dwelling around, unknown in darkness it seems...
"I still know I'm here safe and sound"

I can feel the textures creeping up, my strain of thought
with hungering divine, it may seem unreal
but all so true.
I believe...

The feeling so pure the sound so clear,
I see the place, the home I stay
flying down the river vine, I meet myself
inside the hay; sleeping in peace.

State of mind, seems to change.
Standing here a bush appear,
inside the bush I see a snake
constantly changing his fate
"it's out to get me..."
A serpents strike, I shook i fled...
Death

As I watch the walls start to change
here it comes again, again and again
the same mistake the same thought
leads me to run, to hate; myself

I need to go, I need too leave
this hunger inside me seems to be; more
than just this, these ideas I see, this voice inside me
it clogs the master the person I am, the one I want to be.

I wish I could leave and be, light years away
something unknown, a star perhaps, just watching and shinning
like the rest to be. For those who see may never know
when I'm free, for the space between is far undone.

As I wake, laying in blood, waters of tears
I see my self... in a lone nights wish...