Loneliness

It hugs tighter than all things.
It consumes my aching heart.
It tears at my soul seeking to swollow me whole.
It breaks me down, tells me I'm not worthy.
It weighs on my shoulders and follows me around.
It's black and thick and hard to breathe.
It hurts my heart, I know I'm better than this loneliness.
It leaves me shaking and vulnerable and scared.
It takes over when it wants, and cares not for my suffering.
I ache in my heart for something I fear I'll never have.
I ache in my soul feeling unworthy.

Loneliness is a real bitch...