Meh

For reasons, I can't quite put a thumb

While some days I truly do love you

Others still it all just makes me numb

That I yearn for escape can be true

Though there is nowhere else to go

So I duck behind a wisecrack

Though maybe I just need to see you grow

Steps forward and not back

Let loose from wandering this plateau

Where your river inside goes dry

Before out it can flow

I gaze into your eyes

And scan the tenets of your face

Perpetually unaware

Of why it only ever feels out of place

These ponderings bring us nowhere

So I simply turn away from the glass