Relationships on the Net

Yes ok i know you are a real person with a real life with real feelings.
But if i cant express myself honestly with you what is the point?
My priority is self expression. Not relationship building. That is going to get me in trouble like it did today.
Its selfish and almost certainly non Christian.
Until I untangle more cobwebs and knots in my chaotic mind i cannot put you first.
What do I think? What values need modification? What biases need unbiasing? What thoughts need unthinking?
My loyalty is to transparency.
Yeah that doesnt give a right to be rude I admit. Was I rude though? I needed to make some strong assertions. Thats all.