This is my blog, there are many like it, but this one is mine...

My blog is my best friend, it is my life. I must master it as I must master my life. Without me, this blog is useless. Without my blog, I am useless. I must blog my blog true, I must blog bloggier than my enemy who is trying to blog me. I must blog him before he blogs me. I will.

Now re-read that but insert "dick" anywhere it says "blog". And then go brush up on some Stanley Kubrick if you didn't get it immediately. You're sincerely missing out if that's the case.

Anyway, I am currently struggling to balance writing time with obligation. My school obligation and work obligations are actually rather strenuous, considering my major is in the computer science field. A lot of math and physics. It takes my brain in a whole other direction. I'm not knocking technical subjects. But, I'm over here on one end trying to feel and capture some kind of soul-like, intangible whatever, and then I have to go all the way to the other end and calculate integrals.

But somehow I'm making it work. It helps to be involved with some great clubs on campus that let me be creative. Film club has been cool so far. The stress of making a film seems to be the kind of stress that actually makes me feel good overall. I enjoy that. I'm working on a batch of short stories of which I hope to pick up my best three and submit them to upcoming contests. If I win, not only would I get some money, I would have my story published. So I'm very much trying to put my all into the stories I'm writing between now and May, the deadline.

So those are pretty much the two major aspects of my life right now. School and work, the plan B. And chasing my dream.