We manufacture our own pain

By cydney · Oct 21, 2016 · ·
  1. There are places in the world where children starve and die. I tell myself, surely they aren't responsible. They can't be. They were born innocent. The ones who make it to adulthood - fortunate or not? They can't be responsible either.

    But here in America, have you noticed how we stay in the same situations? We have so much freedom we can do anything we want. We can move on. We can avoid painful relationships. And yet we just stick ourselves right back in the big middle of a painful situation. Are we a bunch of masochists?

    I do know one thing. We don't like taking responsibility for our own actions. We like to blame other people, places, things. I don't know much, but I do know that.

    I really admire people who will take responsibility. I'm working on it! Always working on it. But those are the people I look to when I'm troubled. Those are the people who give me strength.
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  1. cydney
  2. cydney
  3. cydney
    Fools (you, not me)

    It is clear to me what's most important to you. You're coming through loud and clear in both words and actions.

    I'll be honest. It hurts pretty bad. I say that, knowing the fact that you cause so much pain for other people means nothing to you. I'm sorry to say that. But it's become so evidently clear to me that I can't deny it anymore. I've run out of excuses.

    But, anyway, I have two requests that might help me. If you would be so kind.

    1) Let me find my own online companions. (Anyone but you.)

    2) Give me a few opportunities now and then to reject you. Because I intend to, every chance I get.
  4. cydney
    Narcissist

    Ok so I'm gonna be brutally honest here.
    >gulp (swallowing a drink)<
    You're nothing but a fucking narcissist!

    It's ok for you to inflict pain,
    to (attempt to) humiliate and degrade
    but one little pinch
    and you cry like a little baby.

    For God's sake,
    wake your fucking ass up!!

    Get with the real world!
    There are other worlds out there
    besides yours.

    Do you not have any idea
    how much pain you've inflicted
    on the human race?

    Do you want me to detail it?
    God, I'm so sick of your whining.

    :(
  5. cydney
    Not laughing, but smiling :)

    My gosh, I will never get my point across.
    I don't know why I try.

    You have to step away from this crap
    to truly understand it.

    What happens here
    stays here.
    The language spoken here
    stays here. Goes nowhere.

    What happens in a moment of privacy
    is always a mystery.
    And no one else's business.
  6. cydney
    Reality

    I'm tired of trying to talk in jumbled up text messages.
    Can't you see you're all driving yourself & everyone else crazy!
    Face the truth. This is not reality
    & this is where you hang out
    day in and day out.
    I used to feel sorry for you
    but now, I'm just pissed off.
  7. cydney
    Well I'll be damned

    if I can't do anything else (@You)
    I can laugh.

    lessee if I can find a really strange funny emoticon
    :supercool::supertongue: <<< oral sex :)
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