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No one is happy all the tym...bt sum ppl feel as if they cn nver find happiness..sum feel as if their entire lyf is devoted to nthng but pain,hurt nd loneliness..everyday is a struggle,nd every breath is a fight for survival..thse ppl have a deep understanding of the wrd..."depression"

but i consider it sumthng same like sleepng..eatng..breathng..or umm talkng..like all of our other routine habbits dat are essential for our lives..depression,now-a-days is indeed veryy common perticularly in teenagers..nd i think i can say dat pretty confidently after passing my five years of teenage life..depression can be a form of either jealousy..or loneliness..comparision...or sum kinda complex..umm it may be an after-effect of extra exitemnt..lol..nd most f the time..its just a feelng u get wen ure bored nd got nothng to do..or it may simly be referred as teenage syndrome!!

another problm with most teenagers is dat they thnk they're not babies anymore..nd they know evrythng,,nd dey're always ryt..i had dat kind ofattitude..(A) maybe i still do..but ure actually grown up once u feel dat ure not.wen prblems have no solution..wen messed up means really realllyy messed up! wen tears mean so mch more than just crying nd wen happiness is not just an expression! in simple words wen mama is needed everytym desperately (A)

i always thought m strong..nd have the ability to handle situations haha asual me over ti nd i was wrng :S

nd as i was alwayss complemnted as being 'influential' nd 'persuasive' i had in mind dat dealng with all kinds f human being is my thng lyk m pretty good in communicating no mtter hw the person communicated to is

well i was always told dat m lucky nd more dan once infact i actually feltt it a lott f tmes..whether it be reguardng family..frnds..or studies..or jst ureself

i thought life for me would be much for easier dan for the rest of my-aged pple :S tho i have no reason or explanation for it

i know i sound a little self obsessed nd proud..but those who know me know very well dat tho m too concerned about my self..my priority is always my family nd frnds..den the people around me!caring for ure own self nver neccessarily mean dat one is selfish (H)

i just like loving things nd makng it perfect!nd yes it is my favourite word..i want everythng to be 'perfect'

ndd yes for me almost everythng is..!

obviously i don get everything i desire of..nor m i the prettiest or the richest in the wrld...neithr the smartest or the most intellignt..there r still a lot f thngs i wish to chnge nd a lot f prblems ive got in life nd still theres a part f my life dats messed up nd the othr part all blurred! but wen i thnk deep..my happiness is in strugglng i like figurng thngs out..m used to f my prblems nd they keep me active i like to know! nd m always ready to learn>>no..not from others onlyy nd strictlly frm my deeds..dats a secret!

i do regret..soo manyy thngs dat i did..nd i know i would do later sumtmes nd eventho m aware i cant help..me dominates I

but i try to make it btter evrytym..ii pretnd as if i don care wen actually i do! soo ive got everythngg to call my life perfect..it lacks.. NOTHNG..nd as far as m happy wid it..tenu ki farak painda ey (A)

i enjoy wen ppl around me r happy..but i njoy more wen they cry (6)u know den i can mke dem smile nd dey feel btter..nd i feel gud! haha.nd yea sum pple look realllyyy reallly nive wen they cry nd lets not talk about thse who doesnt (A)

umm..i like annoyng pple..nd i still love to play..there is literally noage group i cant njoy wid..conditioned they're not lazy

starting wid new born till the nani dadis all r fun.. brouhaha u may have ure worst day wid the veryy aged ones but its always fun wen u thnk about it later nd now i thnk ive passed my days f depression..it feels good to see dat thngs r actually happening in ure life..U r a sumone..nd dat pple care for u..they know U..for the person u r..nd no more 'abid ki beti' nd 'ilyas ki potti'

it feels good thnking about the past nd the mistakes u did..hehe..nd the once embarassng moments are now some funny days f ure life..nd the thng u nver wnted anyone to know now u ure self share it wid all nd laugh out loud....i wnder how one can chnge so mch..u remain the same person..bt sumthng chnges..the way u feel..u thnk..well u just grow up!

nd now wen i spare my mind frm the past..the wonderful memories wid frnds..the sweetest momnts wid family..nd my childhood..i see my future..tho i cnt see it clearly..but i believe.i stronglly believe dat I can make it bettr....

life finds it own way out..u only have to survive..trust me ure a loser if u complain..the secret ingredient is smile..nd life cooked healthyy nd tastyy all ready to be served!

i wishh all the veryy bestt to all f uus!

i hope each one f us learn to live happily wid wat we've got nd not askng for more..