Mar

So..... Imagine how it must've felt when my heArt skips a beat as I glance into his eyes. What he sAid, "i can't remember but one thing is for sure. I knew, in that instant that he would be my future love, quite possibly my husbAnd!! A start of a relationship with some very rough missteps; of course mainly due to me and my insecurities that had begun to creep over me. All this due to old faulty and failed relationships, of course. Combine that with the process of the relationship maturing and as life does have its ways of putting you through life's tests I got to experience my first life's real trial; of many I have endured and I'm sure will have to continue to endure. So the relationship; due to his lack of commitment primarily and some extenuating reasons of which I do not care to deviate to, just as passionately as it had begun and as fiery as it had been, it came to an end. We couldn't conciliate our distance that had now surpassed our our most obvious problem which of course was the physical distance between us. I lived in NYC and him in MIA. Well and there began for me a roller coaster year that would impulse me into a tailspin of self discovery and growth which will ultimately lead to .......