What Are You Doing?

Watching the virtual NASCAR race. Kind of fun and surprisingly realistic.

 

Kitty litter?

 

Spoiler: task list

{} Check mail for unemployment and medical stuff
{} Need to work on headline ideas
{}Order what I need PREFERABLY BEFORE a postal serive shut down
{}Work on routines and structures/plan
{} Take time for self care/mindfulness
{X} Take vitamins
{} Stay connected
{} Twitch
{} do something musical

Feeling better today, think cleaning up last night did have a good mental effect. Up going good routine wise so far, things don't feel as hopeless. ...the effects of a good shave my man....

Hoping to keep things steady this week, steady but slow. Can`t try to run from my mental health need to work with it. It`s gonna be a ok day though I can feel it.

 

Waiting to clock in. Already had some breakfast (still working on a rather sumptuous orange, if I can call an orange sumptuous), and now I'm waiting. Waiting waiting waiting.

 

trying to figure out what to do for "work"....i woke up to no emails... no pressing projects.... im listening to a webinar series now. There are 90 videos in the series and i'm only on 35.
I reeeeeeeeally dont want to be watching a webinar all day....

 

Yeahhhh, we have an entire online training series. One of the sections, out of around 50, is 140 hours long. In the off times, we're expected to work on it...and the companies webseries through YouTube. They are a bit of a struggle sometimes, especially since the subject matter is so complicated and dense.

They do help though when I'm in the field and I need a quick visual. So many electron microscopes, all custom build for functionality. Even the thirty year veterans don't know how a good amount of the items go together or work.

But I have installs this week again, so at least I get to go places. Good luck with death by powerpoint, and webinar exhaustion.

 

Having my Easter vacation. I’m not slacking off though, far from it. I have finally started editing my story and inbetween writing sessions I binge anime (currently watching Shaman King).

Oh, speaking of Shaman King and writing! Wouldn’t it be awesome to be able to summon one of the late masters and fuse their soul with your body?!

 

Munching on another family size pouch of Skittles.

I may have a problem...

 

I have a bag of Cadbury Dairy Milk Oreo Eggs waiting for me. I do have a problem.

 

I got Oreos too, cos I needed milk...

 

One does have to appreciate the complete irony. Videogames were seen as either tools to create young psychopaths, or something lazy slobs do to waste away their lives.

Now, in the middle of a pandemic where everyone has to stay indoors, videogames are suddenly a godsend.

 

Making tacos because it's lunch time.

 

I'd kiss myself if I could. These are fuckin delicious.

 

I just read that someone has rebooted/updated the OG 1998 Half Life with 21st century graphics.

 

Browsing the forum searching for the perfect thread for my 300th post.

...shit

 

Apparently finding an old ad for mental sunshine in a bottle.

 

If it causes brutal hallucinations I'm all up for it.

 

I got half a bottle of absinthe in the liquor cabinet, but all that causes is hangovers.

 

I'm already drinking whiskey... after a long while. I'm at the fourth glass. I'm not feeling it.

 

.....Who even knows.....yesterday I kept some structure but didn`t do much with it...today has been...wake up-breakfast-sleep-laundry-sleep-dust laptop with a can of air-tiktok- and now we`re here........everything just messy.

If I can get some writing in today I`ll be happy.

 

I'd have bought some... in a heartbeat!

 

Watching the Bullshit Man.