Of course we accept ya! Let's put this messy buisness behind and start over. Welcome to the Writing Fourms, mate! Hope you have a most excellent time here.
I'm not disputing anything because I have no idea what she said, you paraphrased her, you didn't quote her. I also was not in any way attacking you. I do not disrespect you or think you just made her up in your own mind. Let's talk about reality. There may be some sort of objective reality, but mostly, what you and I perceive as reality, or what anyone perceives, is unique to ourselves. I walk through city park and hear horns blaring and smell car exhaust. Someone else walks beside me and hears birds singing and smells fresh cut grass. Another guy is so busy thinking about his problems, he doesn't see, hear or smell much of anything. But all our senses are working and our sense organs are all transferring the same data to our nervous systems. Everyone filters "reality." About this: God is more real to me than the keyboard I type on. And there are no "presuppositions against belief in the spiritual." The spiritual is all that actually exists. Moving on to this: I never said you were. Diabetics are not responsible for their inability to produce insulin. You don't do these things to yourself. Have a great day.
sm... he did ask us to drop the whole thing and only wants to focus on writing now, so it's not helpful to rehash it all, imo... waiting... if you stick to writing issues i'm sure no one will mind having you here... and that includes me... love and heart-healing hugs, maia