My Mother in law has got only a few short days to live, she`s got secondary brain cancer. I`ve been thinking a lot lately about my untimely demise, every day we get closer to meeting our maker. Or do we ? I`m a lapsed Roman Catholic but wish I could find it in myself to go back & embrace my religion & my God before he calls my ship in. Can we reconcile that we can believe the "Big Bang Theory" ahead of God carefully planning our existence & a place for us to go (heaven) when we die ?