i honestly breathe dark thoughts. my mom told me she loved me today, and i imagined a time where she dies.
Ooh, 'dark thoughts'? Now that's a tough one. I don't know, I mean...death, destruction and mayhem have been pretty much my bread and butter on a professional level for as long as I can remember, so what might seem like 'dark thoughts' to others is literally 'business as usual', so do they count or are they not 'dark' because they don't have that meaning for me? Is my soul a darker place and less affected? I couldn't say. I definitely have what seem like 'dark thoughts' even by my owns standards, too, though. I'm pretty much just a 170cm stack of guilt, shame and regret held together by thick coating of constant low-level fear, so I fairly regularly find myself wondering if it might not be better for everyone if I were to have some kind of ghastly accident at work or if my many, many, many failures don't demand my death by way of restitution. As a creepy time-travelling robot once said: 'You have been granted the greatest gift of all: the gift of life...what have you done to deserve this superlative good fortune?' Not very much, I fear.
yes, but it wasn't out of malice... just a lone dreadful thought. it always happens. i think the worst things about otherwise loving or positive things.
I dread losing my mother - not JUST because I'd miss her - which I will, very much when the time comes. But she's kind of my safety net. It's worse now that I'm back to being unemployed - if I never find another job, I'm screwed! I can already see myself living in a homeless shelter. Homelessness is as common as a cold! My darkest thought at the moment is towards my former employers. They were really nice people, and never treated me like shit - but I can't help but feel a little bit resentful that they chose to get rid of me - when our side shop closed due to loss of business, the person running that shop should have gone - but they chose her over me simply because she had kitchen experience, and I didn't. I never even had to work in the kitchen, for Christ's sakes! All I did was stack shelves. I know that they're running a business, and I do sort of see their point. Infact, I probably would have done the same. But I can't help but feel like I've been betrayed by them. Anyone know the number of any good arsonists?
@Wreybies I dot understand what you mean by: ''side with Thanos'' sorry. I looked up the character but still not clear what you mean by that.
Thanos - Starlord's dad all over again. They re-chopped their own re-chop. Stan Lee is cleaning house before he sells out to Disney. You heard it here first.
