English is not my first language or even third for that matter, I feel smart when I talk, but man I spell like a third grader, everything needs to be spell checked, I feel handicapped. It took me 10 years working odd jobs to finish College now most people say I don't even have an accent. I wanted to make Fantasy movies since high school, even went to Hollywood crashed and burned, didn’t like it, I want creative control, and I don’t have any money, then I tried to make a video game, even worse than filmmaking. I have this big idea about a grand fantasy Novel, I have been living with it for some time now, but when I go to the coffee shop, I see all these smart people who can spell so well, and I feel dumb and run away go home and play video games and eat. Getting sick of feeling dumb. Anyway thanks for listening. Hope the spelling and grammar is okay.