I am looking for a word(s) but am at a loss. I hope someone here can guide me in the right direction.. It has been a long time since I have last felt the need to just plain out cry so I am at a loss to describe part of it. It's not the actual crying part i am looking for but afterwards, I want to describe that first deep breath in after a long cry. I just can not seem to describe it right, to capture the right word(s) so a reader will get it and relate to it. any ideas?