heyo! In this little bit I started writing, the protagonist has just experienced lots of trauma. I didn't write or describe what happened, but basically her home was invaded and her bodyguard/best friend was killed. After this, she's just recounting how events in her life led up to this. There's a scene where it finally hits her what all she just went through (her best friend dying, home destroyed, killed countless people who were trying to kill her) and she breaks down. I'm wondering on how best to describe this "break down" and if there's anything I should include, as I tend to repeat a lot of things like "guttural noises ripping from her throat". So, really, I'm just confused on how best to describe this hard hitting scene. thanks!