I have a handful of issues holding me back from doing any worthwhile writing. To the point that people have recommended I leave my house and go to the library. My household, though a huge problem, is not the only thing holding me back. Most of it is in my own head and that's what I'd like help working around. I've had enough problems in my life and I don't care to thoroughly discuss all that here. I had irresponsible parents that divorced when I was young which became the catalyst for the rest of my life going to shit. That among other decisions they made combined with being a disabled man with no useful skills to get a decent job where I'll have gainful employment. I have a lot on my mind every day, and the only reason why I even have a couple of friends is thanks to my brother. In fact I'd go as far as to say there's a good chance I wouldn't even be alive right now if not for him. i guess what I'm saying is it's hard to write when it doesn't even feel like life is worth living. These days most of my writing revolves around processing the issues I'm having. It's better than nothing and I hope to be back to actual writing soon.