I hate writing my MC's thoughts about the woman he's going to fall in love with. He comes across as a jealous, possessive misogynist in his head, though his actions toward her are in keeping with how a 35-year old man should ideally act toward a woman. But all the inward pining and senseless jealousy he has no right to partake in keeps coming up. I could play it off as him learning not to do that crap and get his head screwed on straight over the course of the book, but I'm pretty sure the scene I just wrote makes him a misogynistic asshole everyone's going to hate. I kind of hate him right now and want him to stick to what he's good at: mopping floors and killing zombies.