The other day I sent out an email with my current WIP, after I pushed the little bendy arrow(reply). I could've sworn it said message sent reply all!?! I thought no way, didn't happen I don't make those kinds of mistakes or do I? Couple days later I'm still questioning did I accidentally send my sexy-time girl on girl blood drinking vampire wet dream to all my friends and family? I said Meh, I hope they like it. Not much I can do if I sent it reply all. But seriously people! How do I check to see if I sent a message as reply all on gmail!?! somone do me a favor and post a meme of something reply all related... i try all i get is image with a red x through it... Fettered Technology!!! Curse you Van Helsing you knew this was going to happen one day didn't you!!!
Found out from my nephew's fiance that i was replying to one person. Thank goodness cause this would have been awkward. May i be imbued by the spirit of Aubrey Plaza!
Thanks SG, would've been awkward, but not the end of the world. I'm increasingly more and more comfortable with the strangeness that I encounter and that encounter's me, embrace your awkwardness even if you accidentally send the world your vampire erotica in a reply all.
Had someone ask me what I write, so I have a question. Is your erotica only erotic for vampires, or us male morons of the species also? Other than obvious curiosity, I ask because I also have parts of my story that are visceraly erotic behavior in a tuple (3F/1M). It is a tragedy romance, coming-of-age, spiritual awakening thing. I really don't want to post it on some porn site (450 pages at last count), but I don't know if I can post it here. I'd be up for trading excerpts in PM (even redacted) just for perspective on the F/F/F parts. I'm at a loss because I really don't want it to be erotica.
*Fastens her safety belt.* ok. My story is mainly lesbian, but i'm thinking also bi-sexual aspects, and also straight. I've said this next bit before, i used to read only fiction that the author cared more about the story than writing hot off the presses. My story is erotic and its mostly female vampire on female vampire. What I've written i'm being mindful of my core ideals, that i thought i'd adhere to solely *Peers darkly at Laura K. Hamilton* My views have definitely changed. I'm writing from a method acting point of view. What is there motivation, what do they want, what do they need. The answer in the beginning of the story was that one needed the other badly. They want to know everything piece by piece. starting with each other's skin, and redder things. There is an erotic section, if you have any questions i would direct them to the higher ups. *Tips her red hat to SG*
Anne Rice was one of the first vampire series i read in my teenage years, it had a great effect on me. However i will still missing the lesbian fiction in her mostly Gay stories. For a every demographic we are all looking for something and or someone to look up to. For myself as both a lesbian in certain points in my life and straight in others. I had a difficult time as a lesbian finding anyone i could relate too, my first girlfriend only wanted to experiment didn't help things. I want to do the opposite from what ms. Anne Rice did with her books sexual orientation. The rest is all me, what i write and how i write it. I'd like to change things for the better. Wouldn't we all.
Yeah, my MC thinks himself a common moron, yet he has a perception he can't understand. His paticular problem is the result of lots of pain in toddler years, then early maturity pushes him into an adultish status at the beginning of highschool. Let's just say he has a long term issue, and he's getting attention he absolutely does not want. He's terrified of female curiosity, but everything he does gets him in deeper water. He ends up with three girls, and they become a 'tuple' Deeply in love, they all have frantic and explosive visceral experiences that lead to sharing of intimate feelings and fears. Their devotion to each other is the thing they conceal from the outside world, and thus each other when outside The Circle. It's so deep into feelings and spirituality and sensuality and thoughts. I just don't want it to be erotica. *sigh*
What i say to myself, my story is already written. I just have to shine a light on the dark page to reveal whats already there.
All you'd have had to go was go into 'Sent Mail' and check which emails were in the 'To' field. Once, at work, I thought I had accidentally sent an all-staff email (i.e. to every single person in the company) bitching about the Christmas party. Luckily I hadn't, but I will never forget those moments of terror.
Ten im glad to hear I'm not the only one, I imagined people opening the e-mail from me saying " Dear God what is that thing! Line from Princess Bride!" Scared me for a few hours.
