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Trying not to feel overwhelmed thinking about all the things I should/want to do. It`s not like there even overwhelming stuff it`s just...a very ADHD thing..wanting to do things but feeling just like...margh

Have kinda come to peace with the whole world falling apart right now and I don`t owe anything more then I can muster right now thing which is good. Can rebuild when this is over (Ie, when I got back to work since who knows what over over,looks like for this)

 

It's the most boring gangster movie ever. It's so slow and it's way too long. Meanwhile, he repeatedly trashed super hero franchises for ruining cinema and preventing "good" movies from making any money at the theater while releasing this turd. I'm sorry, but the MCU has nothing to do with why this movie wasn't a blockbuster. It wasn't even releasable in theaters.

 

I'm not a fan of superhero movies but I'm otherwise with you here.

 

Trying to reach today's goal of 3k words. I think I genuinely hate writing lol.

 

Singing to the dog while she stares at me with the utmost disdain. I've been working on a scene I've been stuck on for a bit, and it's finally moving forward.

 

Destroying the world with pure iron crystal shards.

 

Feeling sore after picking up pine needles all day.
Having an RR and then off to make dinner.

 

I laughed so hard I started coughing and then that turned into panic but then I laughed harder because I remembered the reason why I was laughing. I ... I should probably go outside tomorrow for a while.

 

You don't have to like super hero movies to see the bitter old man of it all. "You punk kids with your super whatsits! Why, back in my day we didn't need those computer doohickies to make a movie." Yeah, well Charlie Chaplin didn't need sound, but it's here to stay.

 

Initiate writing in 3... 2... 1

 

Evaluating my entire life. Figure it's as good a time as any...

 

Seriously debating getting Scrivener. No, I'm not trying to start yet another discussion thread on the subject, but I'll either have it by the end of today, or I won't likely ever.

 

Spinning the wheel anymore

 

Staring at the ceiling, wondering what the direction is for today. I woke up crushed by an unknown sadness, and with a sore jaw from clenching my teeth all night.

 

In that case, I recommend kittens.

 

I don't have any, but I do have a neurotic dog who loves me unconditionally, so I might see what she's up to later.

 

I was thinking of the YouTube variety.

 

Ah. I do have the YouTube.

 

But the Youtube does not have the fluff, and the fluff is nice to pet.

 

I'll rip open a pillow and pet that while watching cat videos.

Dear god, am I all right?

 

That, my friend, is not the same fluff.

 

Probably. If you name and feed the fluff, we might have reason to be concerned.

 

Margh. A pretty apt description. My ADD is in overdrive these days. The more time I have to get things done, the less gets done. I'm actually getting a lot written, but everything else is falling down around me. "I'll get to it, I'll get to it," but I don't. The procrastination monkey is steering the ship now. The whole crew is screwed.

 

I'm drinking coffee, I'm drinking wine, I'm drinking beer. Not sure how it got to this. Feeling indecisive today.

Anyhow, I was researching online writing platforms for posting your work on the go and making a buck out of it and pretty soon realised there's not a single good option. None. All the platforms suck. The first one and most popular I checked seemed bad. Really bad. Then the rest were one worse than the next. Ridiculously bad. I don't understand why people struggle with this. I believe that it could work as a concept, but up 'til today there's not one healthy or at least well constructed platform in sight. How come? I thought we were living in the future already. Has nobody thought about creating a good writing funding (donating at least) platform up to today?

 

IDK, relaxing and eating marshmallows.