I work as an admin. I sit at a computer all day, manage calendars, set meetings, and file paperwork. I am way. too. ADD. for this. I entertain fantasies about waking up on any given weekday morning and spending it calmly contemplating story ideas over a cup of coffee on my back porch. No commute. No meetings. Just me and my (presumably) awesome ideas. It is a constant struggle to focus on my 8-5 job and I consider the merits of putting in my notice so I can work freelance and spend my days writing, learning, and producing. ...and then i remind myself that I have nowhere near enough experience to make that a viable or constructive option. And also, y'know, money. Never mind the fact that my ruminations come standard with a set of rose-colored glasses. I'm not stupid per se, more like blindly optimistic. Either way it's a moot point and I know it. But it's still fun/wildly distracting to think about. I can't imagine I'm the only one who feels this way.