Junior High School and the majority of High School were a sort of torture for me, so when I got accepted into the college I wanted I made a promise to myself to be more assertive.
Compared to how I was before, I think I accomplished it rather well, I'm still a bit shy around new people, but I guess that has to do with the rotten humor I carry sometimes.
Things don't always go they way one wants (it's some kind of Murphy's law), but sometimes they come out so out of they way from what I wanted or expected that, I dunno, it's kinda discouraging.
Sometimes I wish I could be extremely violent and break things and smash thing and kill something, just to let out some steam....
I shouldn't be complaining about myself, dammit! It's pathetic!
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