What am I to You?

By Leaka · Dec 9, 2008 · 490 · 2
  1. [Not directed to anybody specific]
    What am I to you? Am I just some kid, who is conceded.
    Am I just some kid who has burned his bridges. Am I to you some kid you just want to forget about?
    It feels as if I do not truly belong anymore. I don't belong were you are any more.
    I feel as if you hate me, or dislike me. Or don't trust me.
    Or that you have lost respect for me. What am I to you?
    Am I now just some person you talk from time to time.
    You don't want to invest any more time with me. Did I make that big of a mistake that you hate me this much?
    Am I not worth your respect. I feel as if I am being treated with unjust and ill thoughts. Who am I to you?
    Why won't you talk to me? Why do you hate me?
    I don't belong here. You make me feel like I don't belong here.
    You make me feel like you hate me. You make feel like you despise me.
    So is it true? Do you despise me? Do you hate me?
    What did I do to make you hate me so? What can I do to make you not hate me?
    Don't you know you make feel lonely? Don't you know you make me feel nervous? Don't you know that I don't want to be here because you hate me?
    Please talk to me?
    Why don't you answer me? Who am I to you?

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  1. lessa
    leaka
    to me you are a young friend.
    young as in I am 53 and you are in your teens.
    You are someone I enjoy talking with.
    You are someone I can mother.
    You are a lot like my sons. You think you know it all
    but you do not have the life experiences to really put
    thought behind that feeling.
    You are someone who needs to be heard but not everyone
    is open enough to hear what you are saying.
    You are still forming who you will be and I think that is someone pretty terrific.
    Take your time growing up.
    Enjoy the age you are now so you have good memories when you look back on your life.
    When I get back from Thunder Bay with the expected surgery behind me I will be able to spend time talking with you and others for as long as you like.
    Just the past month I have been self centred and dealing only with my own pain.
    luv and hugs.
    lessa, Dec 9, 2008
  2. Kitbug
    I was bored so I was reading your blog. :rolleyes: I have no life.

    You are someone who I hope will be my friend--it's been what feels like a very long time since I've met someone who I felt that I could truly consider my friend. You're someone who I feel like I can really get along with and have fun with. So I hope you'll be my friend. =)
    Kitbug, Dec 25, 2008
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