All the things

I want to do everything. I want to know everything. I want to be everything.

My attention span is infamously short. One moment I want to build an app, then write a book, then start a business. My interests are many, I like to:

• Write code
• Write stories
• Read books
• Design things
• Walk for 2-3 hours
  
• Play SNES and PS1 era JRPGs
• Listen to business, political, and comedy podcasts

If only there was enough time in the day! Did I mention I'm getting an MBA?

My job is to write code. I do that a lot. But I love design, should I be a designer? But I want to lead, if I work hard, can I be the big boss?

I read a book a month. That's what I finish -- I start many, many more. But I lose the hook.

Where's the focus?

Do I want focus?

I bought a white noise machine. It's supposed to drown out the noisy neighbors. I sit, work, then the bass starts -- thump, thump, thump. I crank up the white noise. Still, there's the bass. So I put in ear plugs, and sigh with relief. Finally, quiet. Is this focus?

Still, in this world of silence, I want all the things.