What’s This Feeling?

It’s been ages since I’ve last written to this blog and to be honest it feels great doing this again. Lately, my mind has decided to work against me and fill me with doubt and fear unimaginable!

In most instances, jealously rears its head, or maybe I should say envy?
I envy the closeness and affection that people have for each other, I can almost feel the hands of the fabled green eyed monster wrapping around my neck and telling me that I’ll never have a love such as that.

It’s quite terrifying.

And yet, the urge to be alone still reigns victorious over the need for affection. I don’t know why I’m telling y’all this, but it feels a hell of a lot better talking to strangers than my own family sometimes.

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