Cathartic Thearapy: Lets be honest a moment (Or the bus ain't stooping). :P

By Cave Troll · Mar 22, 2018 · 542 · 2
  1. As some of you are well aware that I am a Fetishist. More precisely a Medical Fetishist,
    that practices Med/Surg/Dent. Wow this must be how coming out of the closet feels like,
    but for something stranger than simply sexual pref. :p Not that I have done much to hide
    my extracurricular activities outside of writing. It is something I have had to keep on the
    DL for a long time, like many people do about their preffs.
    I understand it could bother some, considering I have a bit of a masochistic nature and
    a fancy metal candy dish filled with needles. Just think it would be best to get this off my
    chest, and be who I am and not be all 'Phony Smiles and Fake Hellos' (BLS ref) :p
    All the puns, jokes, and metaphors are just apart of who I am, and I can't switch it off.
    TBH I have only in the past year figured out the why, and it is due to the fact that it
    does hurt to heal. Not that I feel the need to delve into dark subject matter, that has made
    me into the man I am today. We will just say for augments sake that I am kinda hardwired
    this way, and it can't be undone. Not that I find it all to be problematic in the slightest, but
    I have had at least one person think that I am pushing some ideology. when I am clearly
    not. Not out to push either BDSM or Kink on anyone (though I have been accused). I am
    simply me. And yes I am weird, strange, and think differently than most. But I am nothing
    more than a novelty created from a place you don't understand. That does not make me any
    less genuine a person. I am not perfect, and I don't judge anyone,but by the character of their
    person, not just to be an ass.
    So what if I am serious in what I am into, isn't every person? We all define ourselves by our
    interests and nature (whether it be from a place of nicety, or one of pain and misery).

    So can you accept me, the way I accept you?

    (Also cause I wanna have a bit of fun) :p
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  1. Malisky
    We are not characters within edited scenes of a movie. Of course we are not one-sided because we are real people! (Or so I think at least :p). You can be into BDSM and be a polite person with tons of humor. One doesn't exclude the other. And yes, pleasure is spiked with pain one way or another, either it manifests physically or psychologically. Never thought of it the way you do though. Interesting idea. I mean about the healing part. I think that moving forward in life means you move towards the pain and that's perfectly normal and it makes sense, because not everything is planned out perfectly and most things are out of our control, in the sense that we are still learning. Of course you can act but this doesn't mean that you can get what you want or what you need, when you want it or when you need it. Imagine how boring it would be if you had everything served on a silver plate for you. No adventure at all! You'd be completely jaded. Out of topic again... Hm... Anyway!

    What I initially wanted to say is that emoticons are part of communicating in order to show your intentions, because in a means as this one (meaning writing a text in a forum in order to communicate or a chatbox) it's pretty difficult to "show" yourself, because you and the participant/s in the conversation lack audio-visual stimuli which is maybe more than half of the communication. So yeah. That's all. :)
    Malisky, Mar 22, 2018
  2. flawed personality
    I accept you as you are, and I wouldn't want you any differently. :love: :friend::superwink: :supersmile:
    flawed personality, Jun 10, 2018
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