Do My Feelings....

Not count.
You think it doesn't hurt, you think not to be selfish, but we all are really selfish.....half of it you're happy for that person to find someone who can make them happy more then you can, but the other half wants that person back.
Not even half a week and your heart is torn by the person whom you wanted to make happy, whome you wanted to care for, not even half a week and then your heart is torn out

And yet I cannot share this with you.
You say it will put you in a bad mood and the others cover you and tell me to stop I'm making them uncomfortable.
So does this mean my feelings don't count.
That my sadness doesn't count.
My sadness pays for your happiness.
And you aren't willing to listen to what you have made me feel.

Why do my feelings not count?