Forgiveness is futile.

By Brandon Casey · Dec 18, 2012 · 755 · 3
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  1. Mom came crying into my arms today. I will NEVER FORGIVE YOU dad, for what you have done. For DESTROYING all in your path, with no regard for your family-you just do not give a DAMN! And it is ever apparent. I will NEVER FORGIVE this instillment of FEAR into her heart, to keep her under your thumb, so that she would not leave. For the way that you have so self centerdly live your life, while ruining others. For pulling apart our family, and taking away the thing that I needed the most-FOR FUCKING ME UP SO BADLY THAT ALL I CAN FEEL IS JEALOUSY WHEN I SEE A HAPPY FAMILY TOGETHER: I will never forgive you...for all that you have done. But I do thank you, as well. You've showed me exactly what kind of person I should never be.
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  1. Macaberz
    I hope that writing brings you relief. It's always a good idea to write things off your chest, it takes thoughts out of your mind. I would however recommend against posting things like these online. Unless you wish to bring these thoughts and writings up for discussion.

    Don't get me wrong, it does not bother me that you post personal stuff but it can come back at you and bite you. Good luck.
    Macaberz, Dec 18, 2012
  2. Mckk
    God is close to the broken-hearted. I hope you find peace, and one day you might find peace even within your own family - perhaps only with your mother, perhaps by some miracle with your father too. I hope and pray for you that one day you will build your own family and shower all the love a father should shower on his son, give all that you never received, and feel complete.

    Forgiveness is not futile. It is the hardest, most impossible thing to ever ask of anyone, but forgiveness is at the heart of peace, even for your own sake, and it is at the heart of healing.

    May you grow strong - in tenderness, and grow abundant in love. Remember, if your father only ever tore things apart, then perhaps he didn't know how to love - if you want to be different, then you must choose to love. In blessing others, you will know blessings yourself. In being tender, you defy the odds and defy all the damage that your father might have done to you. In protecting others, you will dedicate your life into keeping things together, keeping people together, to restoring others because you know the pain of being broken. So turn this pain into good, because it can happen. God is with you.

    May the peace of my God, Jesus Christ, be with you and His angels protect your spirit and your heart. May He cast out all the fear that imprisons your mother and show her, and you also, a way out of the darkness that you both live in. May Christ shine for you in the darkness. He is a God who bandages His children's broken wings, and I believe He will bandage yours too and more - give you new wings.

    Hugs and love.
    Mckk, Dec 19, 2012
  3. johann77
    Not good putting personal stuff on the internet, if that is what you wrote.
    johann77, Dec 21, 2012
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