Hey dude..

you....

you fly to never land now, and never go back...

don't dare go back or I'll never forgive you...

I...

I'm speechless and numb right now...

i cry the moment i play the guitar...

I cant live like this...

you used to scold me when i do stupid things...

and i do the same now!

you did something stupid and now you end up dead...

what's up with that?

you... hate the idea of it...

why try it on your self?

remember when i cut my self?

you were my gravity...

now what?

you leave me marooned into an endless oblivion of questions...

WHY?

why?
WHY!

I should have known better...

you know how you made us all feel?

you made us feel weak and powerless...

you made us feel unwanted, unneeded...

useless...

so where were we?
where are you?

where was I?

I love you dude...

i still have your painting and your mechanical pencil...

you want it back?

I'll givie it back...

that what you want?

no?
Why?

you know me better than most people...

i know for a fact that you know what i'm capable off..

but no...

i wont...

for you i wont...

but why you?

why?

you get me all mad and depressed about everything...

I wanna see you alive and kick you for even thinking of that...

you have no idea...

how much you mean to everyone...

what happned to you?

rin...

whatever will happen to vrilla without you...

i cant say anymore..