Stupid Cold

My head is heavy.
My chest stings more than i can handle.
My arms feel as if they will fall off.
My stomach screams for some real food.
My legs give into the weight of my body.
Im not in good shape.
I hate being sick.
I hate missing school and not seeing my friends.
I always try to push threw it.
But in the end im just not strong enough.
Physical illness is taking over me.
Why wont it just ****ing stop!?!
Its beutiful outside today too.
The teencenter is going to be open.
All my friends are hanging out at the park.
And i cant go...
All because of my stupid cold.