what a life?

No matter how much good influence one has from the outside in, you will always have the need for some thing bad in your life, to have the balance set upon ease. The reason I guess, because we strive for balance in life for the fact that everything is unbalanced... It's the way we grew up everything needs balance other wise it's declared unworthy, I say accept it, be unbalanced rather then living and pretending for a "balanced" life trying to be perfect is impossible, just live it and enjoy life, but stay ahead of your actions and those around you be responsible but with an unbalanced fun factor.