Eating a pear and watching youtube. Orentainton for the job is at four today, should leave around two to make it for the bus. Just doing some web surfing at the moment now that I`m finally all around. The dryer just dinged though...might have to do things now. Been kinda lagging up and down, on productivity and mood but hopefully with the job thing getting started things will pick up. After the orentantion the plan is to come home and do some Easter baking, need to pick up some Easter gifts on the way down to....last minute is always the best.
Drinking espresso, taking a bit of break after passing the big 101, listening to some tunes, and kinda getting sad that I am more than likely going to kill off another interesting secondary character. Seems that the Veritoss I have in play is kinda attached to Sarge in a crush kinda way. Granted IDK how their relationship would go, considering Sarge is a woman, and Unicrix is brain in a machine, but I suppose we will never know. Well I think I will have it give Sarge it's hard-drive with it's backed up self, so she can keep what is left of it. So a rather odd affair, though it isn't something you read about every day.
masticated part ripped to shreds bits of cooked carcass with rice and this deliquescent murky excrescence that tasted good. doing chemical weirdness within the dark bowels working molecular miracles to stop me from going sentiently senescent.
Cleaning the apartment before I go to England. I didn't realize that Lost would be off work today, so I took the late evening flight and I sort of regret it now. I won't leave home for a few hours, and even after the train ride there will still be at least four hours waiting at the airport. I just hope that the train won't be full and that most people who are going away over Easter went yesterday. I should've paid those extra $ for a guaranteed seat...
Still laying in bed though i should be up getting around for work. Came home last night, got the garbage out, did some baking, and then kinda crashed and stalled fron there. Was just orention so probably, more a anexity exhausted then physical. The actual work is gonna be physical. I'll probably be ok once i adjust. Six forty i gotta get up.
On a packed train that lacks air... just three hours left to the airport. Headache is already on the way.
Taking oldest fuzzball to her drama class. She wants to be an actress. Since I found that interesting, I decided to pay for her to go. I'm not picking her up though. Gotta have me time for awhile. So after the drop off, it's off to read, game, write and work. Order may vary.
Sitting at the vet clinic with a very anxious dog. My 12 year old boxer somehow messed up a toe. It’s all twisted and mangled and he won’t stand on that foot. After this I get to go home and clean up the blood he tracked all over the house. The place looks like a crime scene.
Debating. Should I feed that side of me which I've been trying to shed? Or should I embrace a change? My father knows what I've been through as of late and seeing how he has off today, wants me to hangout with him. But, I'm not in a people mood. Rarely am. Now I just want to be alone. This part of me has always been around and it's that aspect, this mental idea that I can be an island, that I'm trying to shed. Was shedding, but now I don't see the point. Bleh. I'll go eat lunch and think this through.
Xrays say the toe is not broken, but he splintered the claw all the way up to the nail bed. It took four people to hold him down while a fifth trimmed the nail back. Lucky for him I have an in with the vet.
Went to see the old man. Gave me some advice, which I'll be taking (for a change..). Basically, one person shouldn't color everyone else the same shade of shit to me. He's right too. So I'll let go of my former no-trust rule and just stick with skeptical nincompoop. My cousin is coming to NYC today, so it'll be good to hangout with him. Hes got some good stories from his time in the core that make me laugh.
Found a really nice and quiet spot at the airport. It's even slightly colder (still half a sauna) and the air is easier to breath. I know my gate is probably furthest away, but I will spend some time in this wonderfully peaceful spot until they've actually updated the gate. Four hours to London. Then about an hour to get to my home away from home
Saw this on Yahoo, its from that new book the 50 shades of grey writer wrote. Spoiler: Funny but NSFW "Alessia’s moan, Maxim notes, 'is soft and husky as her head falls into the palm of my hand. It’s music to my dick." I don't read erotica so I dunno if that's the norm but I laughed kinda hard at that sentence. Such a grownup am I.
IDK if it is possible to be any more limp, but I feel it may take a Brazilian wandering spider in a bad mood to get it up again.