The Not Happy Thread

I'm sorry. As soon as I read your post, I was worried it was a goner.

 

Angry Talk

I do not know how else to get this off my mind other than to vent. This is a way for me to vent. I would like some support if anyone has any comments. I received a check a month ago for almost 4 thousand dollars, and my father in law was fighting with my boyfriend, so he stuck it outside in the side of a cushion of a chair that was soaked with water and mud! He just now tells me there is a check in the seat that he thought was a "fake check" but was a legal document from school? I know he was fighting with his son, and that's why he didn't give it to me, and to lie about it now is freaking pathetic! I hate liars, and I hate being stolen from.

 

My mouth hurts. I have an appointment on Friday to schedule when I get my wisdom teeth removed. I really hope they don't want to pull them out that day. My mom told me they said they could...but I don't want that. I'd rather be able to eat for Thanksgiving. *sigh*

 

Sorry to hear about your teeth JessWrite! I had mine out when I was younger something to do with my braces. I got
called Chipmunk for two days.

 

Thank you, peachalulu! My parents have been meaning to schedule it for awhile now. I'm hoping all will go well when I get them out, I've been trying not to listen to other peoples experiences with it. On the bright side, I'll have a few days off.

 

I learned today that my sore right hip is either avascular necrosis, requiring a hip replacement, or perhaps a cancer.

I'm distinctly not happy about this turn of events. An MRI in a couple of weeks should provide a clear diagnosis.

 

That sucks. I sympathize. I was lucky enough that my wisdom teeth grew in pretty much perfectly. There was no discomfort, and they didn't push any of my other teeth out my alignment. Count your blessings, though. I once heard of a guy whose wisdom teeth grew up into his skull instead of down like they're supposed to. This caused internal bleeding and a ton of pain and complicated the whole removal procedure.

Sorry to hear that. I hope it's nothing severe and that everything works out for you.

 

Going to do a great deal of *****-hunting tomorrow as I try to track down who it is that keeps rioting around uni halls when everyone else wants to sleep.

 

I believe life is unfair. Every time I try to get out of the beaten track, to change my life, I just fall back to the starting point. I'm tired of feeling crazy, I'm tired of people who tell me that everything is simple, and that I can do whatever I want. My life is a mess.

But I can't seem to surrender to it.

 

You and me both, bud.

 

Awesome! Thanks Cognito. How ironic we put happy faces in the not happy thread lol.. wow go us.
Thank's though. I usually write to let out my anger and this is a great place to do so. You are brilliant!

 

Wow totally not having a good day at all . Miss my bf. He went to jail yesterday, and now I have to stay at home with our baby and the women in-laws. Not awkward, just lonely. No money to post bond so loneliness leads to strong feelings, strong feelings leads to strong words, and here we are. Any advice? (keep it friendly please).
-geniegirl027

 

I'm angry. Mad.

 

Sorry to hear how everyone's feeling. Hope you all feel better soon!

Thumpalumpacus, I really hope it's none of the two. I have a complaint similar to that, but much less serious. I'm gonna need an operation on both of my knees, and really, the most trouble with that is scheduling all the appointments (with my doctor, then for another scan, then with my doc again, then the operation)... I'm so busy I keep postponing it all but I really should get it done.

Also, after having a cold a couple of weeks ago, I still seem to be stuck with this cough without actually being ill. It's really annoying- mostly I'll burst out in coughing mid-speech.

 

I've just recently moved to a new area. The place I lived previously I didn't have any close friends what so ever. I had people I would hang out with but it felt like our conversations never had real meaning. I would just glide through life essentially a ghost. Now in my new area I've found my way into this group of friends yet I feel as if none of them actually enjoy my presence. I tend to be a quiet person and even though my friends will say they're my friends most of the time I think they're just tolerating me.

TL;DR: People don't like me particularly. They just tolerate my presence to avoid seeming rude.

 

Aww you don't know if that's true they might like you more than you think. I think I'm rather annoying because I'm just so loud and active all the time I ramble brilliantly, and others seem to just join in. Though i did recently convince a man to pole dance for me in the smoking area of a pub =/ I don't smoke but the majority of my friends do so I hang there to talk with them haha.

On a downer. I'm hungover to hell. Orange juice is not a cure. My sister has also decided to take over the entire house and not tidy so I feel like I should tidy but I really cannot be bothered. Urgh wheres a manslave when I need him to tidy for me in clothing that allows me to be a pervert. Life is so unfair sometimes.

 

Hate feeling like this.
The only thing between us is the jail and the street.
I am here with our baby.
He is there for no reasons.
Because of his enemies, afraid to get in trouble.
Threw him under the bus.
My heart hurts with tough love.
Have to be strong for our son.
Its not fair!

 

Someone's havinvg a laugh deleting all my posts.

 

Kind of late on saying this, but thanks Thirdwind for your sympathy!

I went on Thursday to schedule getting my wisdom teeth removed and it's set for November 29th. I'm so not looking forward to getting an IV. Of all things it sounds silly I know, but I cringe just thinking about it. I'm fine with shots, but the needle staying in my skin...no.

 

I tried to go to the doctor today, but was told to fill out some BUREAUCRATIC RED TAPE FORMS in order to qualify for my cut-rate health plan BEFORE I could see the doctor. So I had to cancel my appointment and reschedule for when I could assemble the necessary paperwork.

I have half a mind to write a totally boring novel called BUREAUCRATIC RED TAPE that would have nothing but mind-numbing dullness on every page, but would have a space for you to sign and date with a witness at the bottom of EVERY PAGE to affirm that you'd read the damn thing. This novel would then be made into a movie, and to see the movie you'd have to fill out fifty pages of paperwork, only to have studio representatives tell you that now that the paperwork was more or less complete, they'd get back to you in four to six weeks or months regarding your eligibility to see the movie.

 

Hi Lydia, thanks for the kind wishes. The PA was fairly positive that it's AVN and not cancer; but the latter is a possibility. I'm comfortable with it either way, now that I've had my time to make my peace with the news. I'm above ground, and that's a good reason to be happy. I got my notice for an MRI in December, and I'll know then. I'm afraid of the surgery -- I've never had any operation more serious than pulling my wisdom teeth ... but I want my mobility and my mountain bike back, damn it.

I think we're both pretty lucky. I hope your knees prove quick to mend.

 

Good to hear it's not cancer! Still pretty sucky. Yeah, I've never had surgery either, but in my case it really should be something small, so I'm not too terrified (yet). Thanks!

 

Sword,
I am sorry to hear that. That has happened to me actually a lot in my life. Now I have maybe 2 close friends and that's it. All I really have is family. It can be lonely at times in life. If you need anyone to talk to, I can lend my hand to you in friendship. I think I'm pretty genuine when it comes to friends? lol
-geniegirl027

 

Not happy: Twilight employing a plot device in the last film that is so wondrously pathetic that it would even have gained sneers of derision if a school boy used it in a creative writing class.

Thanks thread, I feel a little better.

 

I hate having a cold, especially when it's accompanied by a hacking unrelenting cough. Urrrrggh.

Oh, and I hate being unemployed too. Sucks. Big time.