I went on a little hiatus, just went down a sad path of depression. It's a longish story but I have come to the conclusion that I did the best thing that I could have. There is no turning back, no trying to fix the problem that I had thought was there. Mainly, because I got in my own head, a very dangerous place if we let it be, and I let it be. I'm finally realizing that I'm not as terrible as I had once thought I was. But even still, I have my moments of tears, of doubt, of self hatred. Everyone does, and everyone has to find their way or get lost in the dangerous place that we need to live, to create, our minds. I apologize for my hiatus and hopefully will continue to be in these forums.
