Today marks the start of spring break for me. I find myself feeling depressed after what SHOULD have been a rather splendid evening. I am reminded of the past, and while the memories are pleasant, they lead me to the worst point in my life. Has anyone here ever experienced an event so profound that it rocked you to your core and left you forever changed? It has been three (maybe four?) years now and I am still haunted by the memory. I am really tired and a bit out of it as a result; sorry if this post makes little sense.