As some of you already know, I have completed my first novel. And as some of you know that it does not follow the 'standard' formula for how it is written. After looking around at agents, posting a query letter for critique, and now it all seems I wasted 9months of my life. Feels like I am trying to sell radio-active rubber pants, cause nothing about the darn thing is 'conventional'. After re-researching through a list of agents, the ones I have looked at more closely are not interested in what I have done. This is what brings me to think I am trying to sell radio-active rubber pants, when everybody else wants plain old jeans. There just doesn't seem to be a niche for my style of writing, though it is a different take on the style of writing. Thought about self/e publishing, but I still fall back into the whole radio-active rubber pants thing. Perhaps writing it the way it felt it should be written in the odd turn base multi perspectives, was a crap thing to do. Even if that is how the entire thing came out. Not sure what to do, considering I am now a shade from 27k into the sequel. As much as I would like to think it is possible to get it published one way or another, I just don't think it will be possible. At least not with out pelting people with a hardcover of it for free, and keeping it on the DL until it gains some steam. IDK what to do of if this has been a waste of time. Not so good at the whole marketing thing. So if anyone has some ideas about what I could potentially do that would be amazing, considering I really suck at this.