I'm kinda stuck in a story I'm trying to write recently. My main character is a girl who was kidnapped by a terrorist organization. Her best friend was killed by them, and she doesn't know what happened with her boyfriend. After the kidnap, she is taken to a lab because of a special power they find in her and violently tested by mad scientists. After that the leader of that organization was supported to make her fight for them and she is slowly started to understand them and to fight on their side. I wanted her to help a guy that something similar happened to him to stop being depressed and all. I started to write this, but my character just hate them too much and I violated her so much so now she became depressed and wants to die and when she doesn't depressed she wants to kill them, she became so hateful I can barely continue writing this. It hurt me too much. That wasn't my intent. I don't know what to do with her, and how to make her develop the way I want. T_T oh, and sorry for my crappy english, this is not my native language.