Blog Entries from AngryGirl6

  1. untitled

    I know that I've posted more blogs on here than actual work... I don't want to do a stupid myspace so... Bleh... I don't know... I went to the docter on Wednesday. I got my first ultrasound and he asked me if I'd been in a physical fight and I was just like, "Uhhh, no. Why?" And the docter goes, "Because something's wrong. No one's maybe... pushed you or something along those lines?" My head went back to the night my exfiance shoved me into the doorframe trying to push me out of my own...
  2. I'm gona be a mommy...

    I know it's only been three days that I've known but... I'm having this baby. I'm scared ****less, and I have no idea what's going to happen, but I'm having my baby. (hopefully a baby girl) I tried to bring myself to look up the abortion information online and it just made me cry. I totally hear all the time, like Torana said on my last blog, that no mother would trade their kid(s) for anything in the world. I realized today that the only reason I don't want to have this kid is because I'm...
  3. "Turn left here... and crash into a freakin wall..."

    So I find myself getting to the point where I'm feeling better about losing my ex. I'm feeling better about my new home and the new friends I've come to live with. I'm feeling as though I've splashed some cool water on my face and taken a deep breath. The night before last, I layed in bed and prayed to God to bring peace over me and keep my mind on the right track. Then, amongst that peace and all the good things I've got going for me (my promotion, my friends, my freedom) I find out...
  4. My heart needs a GPS System...

    So now that I'm past the whole 'get my stuff back' part and 'change my phone number so I'll quit getting harassed by a mommy' part, I'm now in the 'sad.' part. I know I can't be the only person that feels like they've done something wrong when a powerful relationship ends, but I still kind of feel so. I keep lying awake in bed thinking "well, if I hadn't done this, or said this, maybe it wouldn't have initially sparked bad feelings and we would've worked out." I just think this whole...
  5. I Win!!! :)

    So I went back to the apartment to get my stuff and was able to get in legally cuz the other lease holder let me in. Luckily my ex wasn't there, but when I got in, my cats had been left with no food or water. So I was about halfway back to my boss's house (where I'm staying) when I get a call from my job telling me that my ex's mom was calling my store over and over, demanding to know where I was cuz I "broke in and vandalized and burglarized her son's apartment" which is crap, cuz I have 5...
  6. Bleh...

    So a day and 2 Red Dogs later, I'm feeling a tad better but a lot more frustrated. I spoke to a coworker's dad (who is a cop) and he told me that in the state of TX if my stuff's there, I legally reside there. I'm gona call a womans' shelter tomorrow and ask them for sure but the cop (2 cops now, actually) have told me that I have every right to go in and get my stuff. I can't get ahold of my ex (unconditional love...pft) in order to obtain my belongings but I've decided that since he...
  7. Just got here...

    So... I just broke up with my fiance about 2 days ago. He threw me outa my own apartment (I'm not on the lease, but all my stuff's there, including my cats and just paid rent) and I'm going to have to show up with a cop to get my things... I thought it would be calming to get on a writing site and start posting some stuff, just to get my feelings out. I wanted to put a pic of myself on the profile and... well... I just went to go grab my zipdrive off my keyring to do so... cuz I don't have...
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