Blog Entries from bubblegirl101

  1. Love

    When will iIexperience this feeling? The sad thing is that ill never get to experience it with the person Iwant and the hardest thing to accept is that I never got to be with them in the first place.I feel as if i cant heal I feel dead and deprived of something that I wish for so badly. Will i ever be healed? I think not. The black hole of depression and sadness will just swallow me.
  2. sleep deprivation

    without sleep i just cannot function and i shake uncontrollably but no matter how i try i just cant sleep im relaxed but my body wont shut down oh what will i do? Me eyes are bugging out of my head and I look like a inhuman creature.My palms are sweaty and so are my feet ewww! i cant handle this i need sleep!
  3. fate and free will

    Have i led myself to this black hole of depression.i dont know. It feels like fate has taken a course in this.i have no control over my life and i feel i will never changed. Nearly friendless and alone i must achieve great things but the world is set to bring me down. will free will kick in and change my outlook and my way of living i hope so.
  4. Heaven

    A place of shining joy where i will meet you one day.Till then the ache in my chest will not be filled.i cant wait till i meet you againl.We met int his life but never got the chance to be together,i only hope you will be in my heaven
  5. my best friend

    A girl with short brown hair ran up to me and embraced me."Hi,'' she said weakly.''hi' whats wrong,'' i asked.i wondered what it could be we had spent the whole summer together and we couldnt have had more fun by the lake or the movies."i have something i've been meaning to tell you for awhile,'' She told me.She seemed upset and very nervous.''Im going to die that was our last summer together thats why spent the whole summer with you,'' she said sadly.i was in complete and utter...
  6. ill die without you

    every day without you here is like a pain in my chest. i have regrest about not elling you how i feel.i swear my heart will fall out of my chest without you i have to find you.i will when i get your last name and then ill be in love without pain.
  7. annoying little brothers

    wow i love my brother but what i wouldnt give if he left town. brothers are so annoying and they hug video games and the computer.what to do to solve the problem i dont know hopefully a solution will show up soon.just like how i wish a solution would show up to the fact that i cant type in a question mark.
  8. my insomnia

    i sleep all day and am up all night.what the hell? my internal clock is screwed.my sleeping pills dont work what am i to do? so bored lately and need to get a regualr routine. .
  9. eclispe review

    hi i just recentlyt watched the movie eclispe and i have to say it was good but the acting wasnt very strong.i mean kristen stewart punching jacob totally unbelievable. The action factor was amped up which i liked but in certain places it was flat.overall a good movie but not the best.
  10. creature of the sea

    I long to be a part of the water which I call my home. Im a creature of the water not of the air and i long to feel the coral reef under my feet. i love to see all the fish that inhabit the waters and the dolphins that play along the shoreline. The sharks scare me but i accept them because they are part of the sea. i feel the cool breeze of the water as i stand on the shore now. i step into the water and change form.
  11. space child

    i am foreign to this earth but yet i live on it. woe it is to be diffenrent.But yet wonderful at the same time.i wonder what it would be like to be normal and not alien. so many people around me making assumptions about this strange space child.do i not breathe air like you and experience the same feelings? what is so diffenrent about me?
  12. in a far away land

    in a far away land calle fairdenland there were two companions aidan and princess roxanne and they were to go on a quest which woulld require great hope in the face of adversity. They must find the three swords to destroy casmar. Princess roxannes fate is tied to the fate of the three swords. if casmar finds them and use them for evil...
  13. my writing dreams

    will i ever get some crtique.i am having doubts about my dream maybe i am meant to be a librarian even nobody comments maybe my wrting is not intersting our is it just because i am just beginning and posted it 30 minutes ago.oh woe i hope that my dream will come true.i must get crtiqued or my dream is done.
  14. friends and my depression

    there suppose to be there when you need them most well i only have one.it has been like this for as long as i can remember.what if youre one friend is just not enough.you love her but you want more friends.should i not just focus on my career or worry about my social life. plus depression that stems from that what does that achieve? i am i a never ending black hole and i trip and fall each day just like a regualr routine.my stoamch feels like it wil fall out of my chest what am i to do?
  15. reflection

    when we i be truly seen for what i am. im never really hidden and then i hide. those closest to me see me for what i truly am. but will the world ever see me for what i am. i dont know.when will my reflection show what i am inside.
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