Blog Entries from Jay Scarlett

  1. Dreams/nightmares

    I really don't know what to call them any more, they start as dreams and develop into nightmares or something else in between? At first you could be in control and little by little you lose that control. You notice it, all you have to do now is see what happens and pray you wont feel anything that's coming. You feel the fear, the pain, all the feelings. I cannot run away from it anymore, or hide. I can only take a glimpse of what is to come. Just a glimpse. Since is not the first time any...
  2. Meeting the Demon King

    All my life, I have been told that our ancestors were powerful, close to the all mighty Demon king powerful. They were in second in command, the Kings right hand. The family was loyal to the Demon King and his family. They protected the heir, with their lives on the line without hesitation, no matter what. That is why the Demon King Marked them with a special mark that only they know about and it would be passed down to their children and their children children. Once they were of age they...
  3. When the door opens.....

    Door opens... Once the door opened I saw the man jump back and there it was a huge black shadow, I couldn't see it clearly but seeing how the four tall muscular man jumped back and almost scream; I knew then we wouldn't be able to get out or be save. The good thing is that we at least have some food, not so good food but we something. For what ever reason we are here they don't want us to die, just not yet. A few day have passed already and some haven't notice that there are people missing...
  4. survival or living????!!!

    The cruel reality is that some just fight to survive one more day. Specially when you in hell some do what ever it takes to survive and surpass others. Survival of the fittest some say, a struggle for life that never ends unless, well you know unless you get killed in the process. When you are young and get taken away from everything and thrown to different life that you nothing of. Yes, confusing, scary, dark and cold. You have no idea of what to do, all you see around you is same people...
  5. In a Dream...

    When you get to school but there is no space to park the car, that you just decide to go around and wait for the rest of the cars to move after dropping the students. It is a busy street and we decided to turn left. Music loud, non stop giggles, and a foggy car well smokey car. When all seems a perfect calmed morning the unexpected happens. At a far distance we hear the police sirens. We don't think much of it until bang a run away truck hit us on our back right side that we spin for a...
  6. This is a little part of my son story.

    Once a upon a time, there was a little princess and her name was Maya. A dragon named Jo went to the princess castle, and a brave knight named Matias came to the castle with a ginormous cake. The brave knight got happy his friend the dragon came to her surprised party and all of the knights friends had fun and live happily ever after.
  7. The Promise

    Time does passes by fast sometimes but there are rare times when you see it pass by in slow motion. One has to really appreciate time with their loved ones or with family and friends. Time is precious. That is why I wished we had more time together, more years... Ah what a nice breeze feels like it going to get cold soon. A small storm perhaps? A small storm to start this coming soon battle. A battle where all can be lost or gain. That dazzling light will become dull in due time, I guarantee...
  8. Immortal Love

    As I walk to the door down this dark hallway I begin to feel lighter and lighter. Once there in front, I hesitate to grab the door knob. Why? Thinking if its lock or open? What am I going to find on the other side? Once open I can see a green field and a beautiful pink tree next to a small river. It feels so familiar, so nostalgic. While approaching it the wind swirls around with pink petals alongside my whole body. My body moving on its on I close my eyes and begin to dance around with the...
  9. past life pt.3

    "No way!!!! This looks exactly like that first nightmare I had. What in the world is happening, are they becoming real? all of them?" that is what I was saying in a tremendous shocked state that I just froze stiff. I couldn't move until I heard them say to kill Eison. I couldn't let them, I need to do something. Move! Move, damn it move and do something. He cant die, not here, not now, not like this. I didn't realize what I had done until I saw it in his eyes. I gave him a painful smile and...
  10. Past life pt.2

    ******************** It seems I have more questions then answers, but, like he said he has his reasons for not sharing. As time passes by I keep having more and more nightmares. They get to the point of me waking up scared from them and trembling . Good thing I'm not alone and have Eison with me to keep me company. It wasn't too long of a time that we spent together surviving in this place. Like the adult in charged said once to us: "In this coming year we going to spent together YOU will...
  11. Past life

    When you don't know where you came from or how you got to the place you are now. When you can just fight to keep living in this world. It might not seem much, just a normal place in between kingdoms. A place with a lot of myths and legends. Angel and demons. Oh I almost forgot the biggest one of them all: The celestial being. The one and only most powerful and most afraid. Powerful because they are like an angel and demon combine with either light and dark powers. Plus they can bend all...
  12. In My Dreams

    In my dreams, of what I can remember. I could say they feel like some long lost memories that were buried deep down and are now trying to surface back. Back to haunt me, well not really but all those feeling that stayed lingering after I wake up. I could go to sleep perfectly fine and whether the dream is about a fight I wake up sore or if I dream about a happy moment I wake up happy and with a feeling I cannot explain within my chest. Lately they have stop I don't know why but its not like...
  13. could it be...

    For some reason I just can't seem to move toward school. I think it has been ten minutes since I'm just starring at the school gate entrance. *hears voice getting closer* Oh boy! I know those voices. They the school bullies and for what I have seen them doing to others including me too. *starts walking away, around the school* I'll just try to avoid them like always, just hope they don't notice and follow me. I have let them have their way too much and from today onwards I doubt I let them....
  14. Remembering???!

    *SUDDENLY AWAKING* when you suddenly wake up from a loud noise, but you are not sure if you were waking up at the same time as the loud noise happened and scared you wide awake. what are the odds of that right. not a lot. I can't be thinking that there is something there, like a sign or whatever. Aaah I'm doing it again almost overthinking of every little thing that happens around me. Its just that I cannot help doing that, it became a habit. But the thing that I just can't let go is that...
  15. walking towards the path of........??

    who would of have thought that a small storm would come this evening. Specially with the hot nice weather we had this day. I couldn't help myself but to be happy yet sad. It felt as this storm was speaking to me letting me know something that I should know, or is it just my imagination going wild once again. I felt like the storm was a part of me. A piece of so many unknown pieces of me. I don't even know what I'm saying or thinking. I think I'm reading too much of this beautiful, calm...
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