Beach Houses in Winter

That is a very deep and soul searching poem. It's good that you can get your feelings out through writing.

Keep doing it. As you look back in your daily journal, you will see your growth and what has shaped you to make you who you are.

Aha! Finally, one I can give negative feedback on! I bet you were hoping for that. I mean, I can't just give all good comments, or how do you know I don't just have low standards?
I would change "feel" to "felt" in the first stanza. It doesn't fit as present tense. Also, I'd leave out the word "belonging" at the end. Leaving it at "warm" would be great, especially for the poem's comparison.
The phrase "watching life pass me by" has to go. It sounds there like you're using a phrase, rather than expressing yourself directly, which I know you can do.
On the positive side, I love the comparison of love to a beach house.