Failure to Recognize

I still have fallen short as to how i have failed to recognize.
It seems so ovious that he is not intrested in me.
But for some reason,
Some reason deep within,
I keep crawling back in beg.
He pulls at my heart strings.
He laughs in my face.
But i still feel a deep need for his tender soft touch.
His voice in my ear threw the phone at night.
I need him.
But he doesn't want me.
But still,
I fail to recognize.