Sarah Everheart

I am extremely messed up. Bi-polar aspergers, schizophrenia, extreme depression, my family is filled with red neck bigots without any sense of rationality or real world ideals only delusions of grandeur, hatred, and whatever bits of information will win the argument even if they're out of context.
Ask me on any given day and I will tell you that we are all equal as worthless shit. The human race is doomed and evil wicked worthless. People will betray you, stab you in the back, hang you out to dry, spit on you, stomp on you, leave you in the dirt, and overall ruin you and break you.
I have danced with the devil in the pale moonlight. I have attempted on my own life but failed miserably. I do not believe in heaven or hell but I would gladly take up the reins and rule in hell as a king than serve in heaven for a single moment. Hard to rule in hell though when on earth you're nothing.
All of this is true about me. However, I have faith in humanity. I believe not in people but in their potential. I would gladly lay down my life for those I love and trust. However few there are. I give everyone a fair shot, regardless of any details about them. I have white supremacist friends, I have black friends, gay ones, hateful ones, angry ones, jewish ones, christian ones, even though I'm a godless transsexual.
In closing. I'm not that positive, and I'm not that normal, but I try. I just try.