Chatbox II: The Rebirth

I had been "shapeshifting" for so long, I had no idea what I was like originally, although I suspect that after I stopped caring I am more of a mix of the "pretend" and "real" selves. There's a third part in there somewhere too. Part of me can't stop caring and worrying, but at least now I'm worrying about real friends with real brains and real personalities, so it's different in a way, although they'd probably not even care about the stuff I worry about. Lol. I like to worry I guess No actually, I can't stop worrying, lol. I hate going to the town because I keep worrying about everyone, and I sure as hell don't want to run into anyone that I actually know :S But then again, I have always been crazy.

I like hiding.

 

Okay I have to go to bed now, apparently mom can't sleep because she know she will wake up when I go to bed because I have to walk over the floor to reach the stairs and she will hear me lol.

 

haha, okay. take care Ragnar.

 

LOL... you're not crazy or a worrywart; you're just a Virgo. I still care and still worry about things (what do you think caused my panic attack last night? Worriesworriesworries), but I just am not out to constantly people-please anymore. It's draining, and the people I worked so hard to please never reciprocated. Now I work to please those I truly care about only, and then myself. But I'm not going to force myself to be someone or like something or do something if I dont want to, not anymore.
I've lost some friends over it, but I gained a lot of respect, confidence and friendships too.

 

I can't say I've been acting to please people in a while, but then again I rarely see people that aren't already my friends lol. And all people secretly conspire behind my back btw, so if you see any "people" outside, be sure to kick them and say "I see you" from me

Edit: Well actually from time to time, I do something to please my parents, like now, where I will go to be for mom's sake. Lol.

 

Oh yes, we women always own our men's equipment. lol... of course we are always willing to share, and we know how to work it, soooo.

 

-wanders in-
how are we all tonight?

 

Perhaps it is time for us younglings to go to bed after all

 

Yeah, but we reposess it if the relationship ends. Don't even THINK of taking it as a trophy!!

 

Of course you do have the advantage of One button Versus five hundfred.

And men dont generally like instructions and manuals.

You live in the world of google and wikipedia (actually wikipedia would lead you in the wrong direction)

That needs no comment, but just to be quoted.

 

Hey Chaos, we're doing alright.

 

Man I hate the idea of sleeping, actually sleeping... not so much. Okay I'll go to bed now. Blah. First day ever @ university tomorrow, wonder what it will be like. Probably all annoying people with shallow mindsets and horrible senses of humor again

 

Ha, this is probably very true. It's like comparing the controls of a ps3 game with that of a original nintendo game.

 

But exciting!

Dont judge before you've ever gone!
I'm finishing up high school tomorrow.
I should probably get to bed too, but this entire summer, I have not once gone to bed before 1AM... (it's only 10PM now). This is going to be very hard.

 

Oh it's approaching 4 AM so yeah, I mean.. everything is on mom's side, but... I just don't feel like sleeping :/

 

Hi all and good luck tomorrow Ragnar.

 

Thanks. I will see some familiar faces I think, and most of them I will be happy to see, especially my only gay(that admits it) friend (not sure how we stand he was in russia for a year and I didn't visit, after like 2 years of almost not hanging out). We are probably still friends because you know, I'm pure awesomeness, and some people just have the ability to recognize pure awesomeness in other people, because they are awesomeness personified themselves.

Okay I just read what I said, and I have decided: I really do need some sleep, night people. Sleep well when you get to it

 

lol

well thanks for putting up with me monopolizing the thread
i do feel a bit better in some ways

 

My man's equipment belongs to me, and according to him, mine is his. It's all about sharing. haha

 

More like a 747 buddy

But yes, very much so a well.

 

I'm gonna go so night all
thanks for all your help

 

Ha, I think the control scheme for jets is probably simpler than some games. Particularly action games.

 

You nailed it.

Welcome back Rump

 

Take care yellow. Hope your feeling even the smallest bit better., or something.

Catch you later.

You get a better camera angle in a cokcpit too!

 

What the hell did I miss Speedy?