I lost friends. I can't get a job and I stopped trying. I just kinda went adrift. My mind wanted to go and I followed it. I shouldn't have, I know, but I was so goddamn tired of fighting it, and I just want to see where it went. Some places were good, others were the worst places I've ever been. But I just want to ask, can I come back? I feel like I've abandoned some people on here a bit. I was waiting for a day when I felt well, but I don't think that's coming. Can I carry on getting over enthusiastic about my stories here? Can I carry on being plain daft here? I'm very sorry.
Deep breath... in.... out.... Why would we not have you back? Trust me, I once took a two year sabbatical from all foruming because I needed a detox and a reconnect with the physical plane.
@I.A. By the Barn I do the same regularly. I had about three months at the end of last year where I shut myself away and barely spoke to anybody. The best friends are the ones who welcome you back and don't make you explain. So welcome!
Hello again, and welcome back! I sure hope this is a place where people can tootle off now and then and not have to go into explanations. I mean, life happens.
@I.A. By the Barn - unless you actually get banned, you're never 'gone.' You just took a break. We all need a break now and then. Welcome back to feeling better!
Won't lie. You could make a decent poem out of your return post. I lost friends Can't get a job and I stopped trying. I just kinda went adrift. My mind wanted to go and I followed it. I shouldn't have, I know, but I was so goddamn tired of fighting it and I just want to see where it went. Some places were good, others... were the worst places I've ever been. But I just want to ask, can I come back? I feel like I've abandoned some people on here a bit... I was waiting for a day when I felt well. I don't think that's coming... Can I carry on getting over enthusiastic Can I carry on being plain daft... I'm very sorry. I only edited it a little. Welcome back!!! We're glad to have your return. I'm kind-of new. Hopefully I don't bother you too much.
So, I know we haven't interacted that much directly, but I've seen you around and I would be glad to see you around again. I took a bit of a break myself, but I think I'm coming back.
The last time you walked out that door I didn't think I'd be able to breath, let alone see the day you'd return to break my heart yet again. I'm sorry, I can't let you back in