It's been 5 years since I joined, and I have never really taken to writing until lately. I've had a story to tell for about 4 months now. I put my freewriting uponanother forum,where it excited some other... but it's hard to start a beginning to the story, when all the wiriting seems foreign.I looked at how much time has passed since writing those lines, and my medication seems to snuff out the muse. It's quite a sad sight. I am here to retrain my brain.tosee writing as therapeutic. I don't have a therapist. Don't need oone,even though I inquiredabout getting one earlier this week. You see, my head is an enemy. Actually, it's full of interesting items. But most of the thoughts are surrounded by death and destruction. We'lli see if I killmymain character inat least 100,000 words.