I go periods of time without remembering stuff...but dont notice the time go by...Ill only know when I think what did I do all last Sat and then I dont remember... I lie alot I imagine people and they seem real, I have convos with them in my head and then I'm convinced they are real, these are what I lie about I have a terrible temper sometimes I lash out at people for no reason, especially my boyfriend, I have terrible mood swings,mostly at him Im very good at hiding all this except the mood swings, and these are pnly directed at a certin few. I used to self harm but not anymore, and it was never serious. I had a diary that I wrote crazy stuff in and dont remember writing half of it. Im often parinoid, And I'm posting all my past and current thought here. [link removed] Ideas/thoughts on the type of blog I'm creating?