I think it's my time of the month or something, but I haven't gotten down to really write in almost a month, I bet you guys might have noticed I've been a little off....or not, I have been though. This has many factors to be put in, I started showing up for school again, I just started working out a bit (hoping to get it regularly) and well....my friends haven't been as distant so I've not been in a dark room all alone (I usually get down to write then) and I...I suck at writing, I haven't been able to describe a scene properly or anything All these factors put together makes me a very angry person and yea... I need to improve my writing but its fucking hard, I'm frustrated and ugh, I have time to read as I know that helps my writing, but I just can't get to do anything. What am I gonna do? I won't give up, that is for sure, but I'm getting nowhere. I had my one year anniversary on the 10th of january, and I'm still hopeless. This is kind of emo talk, but as I said, It's my time of the month.