I'm not happy about it. I feel old. Bring on the walking frames and slippers, cause I feel like my life is almost over. I know, it's one of those milestones, and I should be proud to have made it this far, but it makes me think that maybe if I had tried a little harder, paid attention more I'd not have missed out on so much. I feel like I've stuffed up every goal I've set for myself, and now theres no point having more. I can't stop thinking about, pining for my past to come back. What am I gonna do guys?!