Yeah. My head is killing me and I am getting over my panic attack. We were having dinner with all the family, the first time that we weren't with her. My little 10 year old 2nd cousin went to see my grandma since he was the last one eating, and he got to be the one that found her dead. That I didn't even know until about 3 minutes later. I was upstairs baking some cookies, and I came down with a plateful of them to find my sister and my little cousin in tears. My only statement "There's no question of what happened." and I didn't even cry. I just stood there in shock and sat next to them. Then I spent that next hour or so just holding her hand. I cried but it didn't hit me until they tried to take her away. I shouldn't have gotten so attached... Yeah. Ionno. I feel wierd now.
I'm leaving tomorrow to go to band camp for a week, so if anyone wants to participate in the good old American pasttime and find things about me to insult, you have 19 hours left to do it! =D
My cousin she seems to be doing pretty good. Some people take it differently. That entire night, when we lost her, we all seemed different. Like no one was ever alone.. and we were all together. Which didn't work well for me, I can't cry in front of people x)
Just letting you all know that I may not be back online tonight and if I am not then I will not be online for a little while, not sure. As some of you know my daughter has been sick for a while now and has gotten worse. So I have limited free time now and if I get the chance I will come on and review as much work as I can. Take care all and I look forward to returning to the forum again soon. Have fun. Big hugs Torana
I have been asked to make this post on behalf of my good friend Torana. Her daughter has been admitted to hospital tonight, and due to her age, Torana must be in there with her. we are unsure how long they will be in there, but untill her daughter gets better, she wont be online for a while. She wanted you all to know. Thankyou all for the support you have given her.
She has my full support. She's made contact with me. As long as her close friends are there for her she wont be alone in this.
Torana, Please don't give us a second thought right now. Your children come first, and right after that, your needs should be met as well. We'll certainly miss you, but don't you dare come back until your daughter is doing better and you've shed some stress! Peace and strength, friend. My thoughts are with you and your family.
I will be able to find out more info. I talk to her quite often. The poor thing. I have seen her daughter, she still isn't quite well. If she is fine with it, I can also help with updates. ~DOZ
Would you also pass on our love and best wishes, and let her know that we're all thinking about them at this difficult time. Thankyou.
Will do. Her daughter has phnemonia and will be seeing the physio today.. I think! I think she will be okay now that she is in hospital. Torana sent me txt msgs saying how bored she was! But I will keep you up to date if Mistikal doesn't.
I hope they caught the pneumonia in time. If they did she should be alright. Tell her I'm pulling for her.
Thankyou all ever so kindly and just so you know we are home, she is still very ill but is recovering nicely. It is great to be back home and I am greatful for all of your thoughts and kindness. ~Torana
hahaha thankyou Bick, hugs to you too. Thankyu kindly Cogito and I am sure she will recover fast, she has kept the hospital staff on their toes and learnt that playing with the bed is a load of fun. bed goes up bed goes down lol She will be fine soon enough. IT is so great to be back. thankyou
Hello again Torana. I'm glad that things are looking up for your daughter. It was getting too quiet here.
Bick, yeah she is a cutie Domoviye, thankyou kindly. She isn't out of the woods yet, but with the energy she has I am sure she will make a full recovery very soon. Thankyou. And now that I am back the forum will be alive with my usual antics once more ha ha ha ha mmm anyways lol thankyou!